Sunday, August 2, 2009

CrYinG BuT BurRieD ALiVE

Crying but Buried Alive

Moving my fingers on the wall I can touch u but I can’t stop the fall,
Falling from the trees like the leaf after the winter snow fall,
Saving the last pinch of life left in my soul,
I was crying but buried alive.

Leaving the every faith behind I am giving my life to u, decide,
Wishing for again to see the light in the cover of rusty sands,
Fear of the dark is crawling in my veins,
I am unable to take a stand,

I feel I am getting colder from the falling snows around,
Need warmth of love which u can’t give,
And the songs that I had sung still echo in the distance,
I am walking alone as I told u before,
The endless distances calls me to the edge to the horizon,


Doused in gasoline can u light my fire?
My end will justify my means cuz all I had ever done is a delay,
End of the road is my end,
Ending the life I had ever lived, living the life u had given,

This shallow heart is still beating still crying,
Beating for u in the empty skies,
Don’t cry she will not hear, don’t pray she will not care,
Telling to my heart, clinging my mouth,
No way to get out just a regret that I was crying but buried alive.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

My beautiful Red Roses

My life was like red rose, just trying to get away from the thorns,

I see blood shedding out of my petals, but the causes were thinking of my thorns,

Petals dried up cause of drought, drought of love, drought of care and you,

Rose of my life are on the paths, walk on them they will not bleed now,

They are under your shoe don’t worry they will take care of you,

Caring for you, crying for you they are there just for you,

Roses that had cried for only love affection and care, but they are bleeding and shedding now,

Roses of life, Roses of hope, Roses of love, Roses from me,

Just a question to ask at this phase of life,

"Why you had done this to my beautiful Red Roses."

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Trying To Say

Trying to say “hey how are you”

Trying to say “these are the eyes I can die for”

Trying to say “these are the arms I will choose to die”

Trying to say “these are the hand which I always wanted to feel”

Trying to say “these are the lips I wanted to listen”

Trying to say “that without your love my life is nothing left to say”

But see always the words came out wrong, I know you will never understand me never but I will be always try to say that “I love you”

I love you Not like Romeo not like Adam not like them,

But like me.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Cause I am crying I’m left for dying

I love the feeling when we lift up, Lift up to the sky where I can see the sun,

Watching the world so small below, even I try to fly up but I fly so low,

I love the dreaming when I think of, to take out the pain to which I belong,
I see the safety in the clouds out my window, and wish I shouldn’t fall so low,
I wonder what keeps us so high up, is this the spirit or the zeal to fight back,
could there be a love beneath these wings, can give me the safety that clouds can’t give,
If I suddenly fall should I scream out, or keep quiet and cling my mouth,

Can I see out of these dark corridors, ora will stay here and cry my life whole,

Because

I’m crying I’m left for dying,

Am I frightened of dying?
Relax! yes I’m trying
These fears cannot get a hold on me yes, this fears can get a hold on me

I love the quite of the night time, when I feel the rusty air and some pinching sound,
When the sun in the deathly sea will rise on, I will see for a savior who can fight on,
I can feel my heart beating as I speed from, I will try to fly till the horizon,
Then sense of time catching up with me, will I try so much to catch up with the winds?
The sky set out like a pathway, and I will not live like the rest say,
But who decides which path I take, like they say or the way we make,
As people drift into a dream world, I will come out and will make my day,
I close my eyes as my hands shake and when I myself will see a new day,
I picture my own grave with lots of people and no words to say,
Cause fears got a hold on me, please let me go, I have to feel the way,

Because

I’m crying I’m left for dying,

Am I frightened of dying?
Relax! yes I’m trying
These fears cannot get a hold on me yes, this fears can get a hold on me.

Floating neither up or down I wonder when I’ll hit the ground,
When the earth beneath my body shake, I will not let the world take my place,
And cast your sleeping hearts awake, And make the picture you had said,
Could it tremble stars from moon light skies, could I reach the world and to the seventh sky,
Could it drag a tear from your cold eyes, that had get fallen me from that sky,
I live on the right side I sleep on the left, two life’s on the same bed,
That’s why everything’s got to be loved, it’s my life or its my death,

Because

I’m crying I’m left for dying,

Am I frightened of dying?
Relax! yes I’m trying

These fears cannot get a hold on me yes, this fears can get a hold on me.

Here I'm On The Road Again

When I see in your eyes it seems I am going out of control, and going in yours control,

When I see in your eyes I feel weak but at the same time I feel strong,

I feel on the clouds I feel I am out of the world,

At the same time I feel I am on the earth in this lovely world,

I feel that this heart is pounding for you this breath and flow of veins is for you,

I feel I am in the nature’s hand I am in the moons land,

But at the same time it seems that I am here only in front of you in your eyes,

How I can be in the nature’s hand or in the moons land when I am in the most beautiful place in this whole universe,

I am here; here I am, in you in your eyes in your heart in your each breath in you,

Now I can live out of this world because u is my world, you are my life, you are my love,

I don’t need this no I don’t need this all, I only need you I only need those eyes I only need that heart I only need my love.